Never Know

I never know what's you've been trough.
I never know what's kind of life you've been lived until now.
I never know your strugling, your problems, never know.
What I ever do is blaming you for what you're doing for me.
What I ever do is judging you for the path you choose.
What I ever do is cursing you for your bad attitude.
I am sorry, I really am.
I am sorry for not understanding you.
I am sorry for not besides you when you needed me the most.
I am sorry for being egoist.
I am sorry if my love for you only make you suffer more.
Because I never know...

By: L.A.
Jakarta, 26 July 2017